I see your true colors shining through

SO I got back from a wonderful weekend away with my friend and her family. It was just what my soul needed. I don't want to write about it now. I will do that later. I am so pissed off. I pulled up facebook tonight and discovered the ex that I have been mourning in my life detagged himself in every single facebook picture of the two of us alone. Oh he kept all the group photo shots but anything that was remotely he and I alone is gone. As if we never dated. As if I never existed. The clincher. The Jennifer he dated before me, that I never knew about, there was a picture with his arm around her tagged on facebook even 8 months into our dating. 8 months. We broke up three weeks, 2 nights ago, and he has already made sure that every trace of that union was wiped out. I guess he really did meet another girl and need to make sure his page said AVAILABLE. Talk about feeling replaceable. The sad thing is that the guy I knew him to be, would never ever have done this. And that makes me wonder.. Is the guy I used to know, the one his friends know that see him as such a great guy, The kind of guy that does the right thing to a fault, is that the real Marcel? Or is the real Marcel Bakx the person he turned out to be. I realized tonight I am mourning the loss of a man in my life that may never have existed. I guess his TRUE COLOURS really shined through. Marcel Leighton Bakx.. Good Riddance. I wish I never met you, I wish I never loved you, and I want nothing more then you to be a nobody in my life.