When there isn't a song in your heart sing anyway

I haven't written since tuesday and it's saturday. I just didn't feel like putting down the same ole same ole. I have had a good plan to keep myself busy. Wednesday my friend came and picked me up and we just hung out with her daughter. I spent the night with her on wed. Thursday my other girlfriends rallied to get me out for a fun girls night. I ended up crashing with one of them that night too. And friday another friend had called and took me out for an evening that was much what my soul needed. The only blip in the whole few nights was thursday when "his" best girl friend showed up in the bar. She lives in NY and what are the odds that I would have to see her. She is a very nice girl and in other circumstance I would have been so happy to see her. She however did not say hello to me. She waved to my friend so I know she saw me. Then of course the brain starts thinking either she came to town to go hang out with him or she already knows he has moved on to someone else. It's been a week since I have even heard from him Yes that's right ladies and gentleman the man I thought I would spend eternity with dropped me like a bad habit. He just up and moved on. And hasn't looked back. SO I will keep going through the motions. As if my world didn't turn upside down. So I don't have a song in my heart but I am singing anyway.