Thank You and Good Bye

Thank you all for letting me put my feelings out here the past couple of months. Getting to tell all of you about my heartbreak and my struggle helped more then you will ever know. But it's time to move forward. I am ready to take the next steps of my happiness. And in doing so I can no longer dwell in what was my past. I took my time to mourn the loss and now I am moving forward better then ever. I realize now how I sugarcoated what I had, and maybe wasn't realistic enough about what was really what. I know now what is waiting for me and it's amazing. I know it. I see it. I have never settled in my life and this is not the time to settle now. SO I say goodbye. I am going to start a new blog about life and fashion and fun. And I'm going to work on the Scarlett Back to Tara blog. Thank you again for your friendship, your ear, your support but mostly for your love. You were indeed the Band-Aids on My Heart and I will be forever grateful.

Time Heals All wounds, But Friends are like Neosporin

HAHA But it is so true!!! I haven't written here in a while. The reason hasn't been that I took some eat, pray, love time off. Nope, Just the Internet was down and trying to post on a dial up speed was impossible. In the few weeks since I last posted I have made remarkable improvement. I have started running at night to deal with the stresses of my daily life. I channel whatever my frustrations are into that. I also started reading The Secret. Every time I have a negative or sad thought, or some reminder of my past comes to my face, I chase it away with positive thoughts. I have been working on my dream board. I have pictures of the life I want to have, the husband, the two or three children, the house, the job, the car, the pets, the vacations, the words of encouragement. Everything is on my board, and I see it. I focus on it ever day. I am spending time with myself and with friends. That old would is closed now and with the continued love of friends and family I am slowly erasing the scar left behind. I had a wonderful time with friends in Miami. It was so good to just get away and be me again for while. I am remembering that I am resilient, I bounce back, and nothing keeps me down. I can't give power to things that happen to me. I have to choose how I react to them. I am in a much better place then just a few weeks back. Time really does heal all wounds, but I truly believe that my friends and family and of course GOD have been the neosporin to heal me up FASTER.